Few weeks
Today i was out...
Met the troop and realised who i really was, what i was trying to be.
I aint any of that shit.
Im gonna turn 18 soon, cant wait for it, but i dont like who i am.
I have done things which will freak anyone out, and with the coming of my birthday i intend to leave all these behind and move forward.
I want to make peace with the people i long ago had problems with, eventough they claim its fine, the feeling emerges, the un-comfortableness(now shane is gonna correct this typo).
The 9 people, who probably never read this blog, no matter what i say or do, i know i will not be forgiven, but the person u know isnt who u thought it was. It was just the make up of different people i used to know. Im really sorry.
Now there is 1 person, which till now i have no idea what the problem is, but it has become so un-comfortable to talk to. WHat happened to those days where we could talk about anything or what ever. Now its never a call or a Hi. Hatred is in the air for no reason. Now all i ask for is reconcilliation, but if that is not possible then i say its over. But to me there is always an open door and forgiveness is something i hope u will grant.
Now i was spending some time on the phone and forgot what else to type.
And Shane happy birthday and i actully got u a gift man, and the trouble i went thru to get it, whoosh, its ridiculous man.
Met the troop and realised who i really was, what i was trying to be.
I aint any of that shit.
Im gonna turn 18 soon, cant wait for it, but i dont like who i am.
I have done things which will freak anyone out, and with the coming of my birthday i intend to leave all these behind and move forward.
I want to make peace with the people i long ago had problems with, eventough they claim its fine, the feeling emerges, the un-comfortableness(now shane is gonna correct this typo).
The 9 people, who probably never read this blog, no matter what i say or do, i know i will not be forgiven, but the person u know isnt who u thought it was. It was just the make up of different people i used to know. Im really sorry.
Now there is 1 person, which till now i have no idea what the problem is, but it has become so un-comfortable to talk to. WHat happened to those days where we could talk about anything or what ever. Now its never a call or a Hi. Hatred is in the air for no reason. Now all i ask for is reconcilliation, but if that is not possible then i say its over. But to me there is always an open door and forgiveness is something i hope u will grant.
Now i was spending some time on the phone and forgot what else to type.
And Shane happy birthday and i actully got u a gift man, and the trouble i went thru to get it, whoosh, its ridiculous man.
posted by RanJan at
1:50 AM
5 Comments:
hahahahahha, the word is "discomfort"
and thanks man.
darrelgibson6049, you must be a very, very bored individual.
dude come on man, we all have a bored cause we are all plain fucking bored and pray that people will rad about bout fucking boring life and feel even worse about theirs.
update lah baby
Ranjan! update!!! hahaha..
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