Monday, January 16, 2006

Busy

Well sorry for the late update people..

Just been so busy,

Juggling projects, FYP, external work and school can kill one and on top of that still trying to keep ur social life working altogether is tuff. But this is what i have been trying to do.

Still lots of people to catch up with sorry been just god damn fucking busy..

Well whats going on with me???

Well im busier then usual, cant stand some fucking lessons i have such as MMPJ ( Project management) and MMAS ( Macromedia Director).

I dont get why the fuck u need to use microsoft project to make a chart, actually i do after doing the FYP proposal but still fuck it. Im very sure i might fail my MMPJ written assignment. Now back to friends.

I begin to realise how selfish certain of your friends can be. Im not saying im not selfish but i always try my best not to be. Sometimes letting some people know that they are actually considered by you to be their good friend allows them to fuck around with you. Im not going to say names, but lieing straight to each others face, thinking your the best motafcuker in the world, lieing to ur frens so that you can have fun alone with other people, not introing UR frens to me when the first thing i do is intro my frens, changing ur walk when u see a gal, cracking a lame joke infront of a gal and finally just continously making an ass of urself in front of everyone.

Now i did start an anti you campaign long ago, i wont lie, its actually moving on and one day i can just see myself stabbing u and then throwing you in the Singapore River, where u will float and then seeing my self in Changi.

Now as i meet more and more people, i realise what the society is really like. I cant stand people like those and i dont want to know people like those.

So what am i since im not like one of those above.

Well i love women, i do not change my self in front of them, maybe i do tink or used to, i dont act like i fucking own the world, i hate being stared at, i just say what i want to say and i intro my frens to anyone i know.

Im just pissed cause i realise that everyone has flaws even me, but the biggest flaw is in being selfish which i cannot stand, totally.

Worse still are those that always console them selves and prove a point is alright.
Lets say they buy a shirt for 190, and then u see the same one going for 80, they will somehow go oh atleast i have it and that bullshit this bullshit, will u just cut the bull and just start crying. GOD. Or even if they break it the very next day they will console them selves. Im used to this people thou, i just let it go thru my ears.

Well enough of the anger, well i just saw a couple of old friends photos and i just realised how much all of them changed. For the better or worst i dont know but i guess its all fated,

Regrets.

To those who think that i mentioned about them, yesh its fucking U. Look at urself in the mirror and just fucking screw urselfs. Then send me a email of ur birthday

So that i can send u guys a fucking mirror to take a look at ur self properly.......

FUCK OFF>

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Woah dun get so worked up lah Ranjan! People will always be themselves, be it selfish or not. Anyway glad you're not like them lah. Thou u r a bit of a bully sometimes! Haha! Kidding!!

8:58 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

lol

9:02 PM  

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