RanjanLife

lol no one knows

Haha its me and i just came across this blog of mine haha.

Its been so long and so much has happened.

People have came and left my life.

I really miss them and there is so much i wish i can take back.

Too bad its all over haha.

But like what i read of what i had wrote a long time ago.

I have decided to live by it.

When all hope is lost,
look for the light
And when there seems to be only darkness
Light your Light.

if only i could go back in time.

Drunk ;; Drunk

It was a Monday and just like any Monday it was crappy and tiring.

Followed Ben to St.Anthony's Pri and RI for shoots. And realised wad it really is to be a student in RI. FUcked up and immarture haha.

Well after work it was home. Not forgetting it was Jagan's birthday so it was a drinking party over at Sembawang beach. Reached there only at 11.30 and all the way till 3. And Jagan and Ruby were both wasted. It was left upon me and Mark to watch them. But they were fine.

It was then off to the coffeeshop near my house for food. Nasi Lemak woah. Power food at that time haha. After food i dont know wad happened to those 3 but it was back home for me.

And when i had to get to work unwanted stuff happened but thats about it.

And by the way fucking song Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol fucking great, but bad memoires haha.

So thats about it. Im getting more and more boring even i can feel it.

RanjanKumar39@hotmail.com

www.ranjanlife.blogspot.com

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Thats how it is now
( Boring, Screwed, Tiring )

Like in chess one wrong move screws the whole game up, just like the game one wrong mistake screws a whole lot of plans up.

Well anyway wad did i do on Saturday, well was out with Ann, then Jagan, Mark and Mervyn joined us. Had fucking useless food at one stupid new prata cafe that Ann dragged us to.

Followed by some useless drinking of stout at some park, which i had memoires of.

It was then off to home. No clubbing, no nothing.

Well i atleast hope Ann had fun she was really bored haha.

Well thats about it, no mood to type if you all realised.

And to Arsenal fuck you all. Lucky mofos.

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RanjanKumar39@hotmail.com

www.ranjanlife.blogspot.com

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When it was all well it just fell.

I hate going soft and its happening

Is it me or everybody to get softer as life goes on. I always thought as you grow older you get harder and tougher, but why is it in may case i have gotten softer.

Going against my own rules and ideology.

I need some time off away from everyone i guess. Emo it may sound like, but thats how it is.

Well, its thanks to frens that im here anyway. Wont regret a think and dont want to. For everything i have regreted i have tried to fix, if it still could not be fixed i have no regrets.

IF there is ever anyone still reading my blog. Thank you.

When all hope is lost, look for the light
And when there seems to be only darkness
Light your Light.

RanjanKumar39@hotmail.com

www.RanjanLife.blogspot.com

ALIVE!

Hi peeps. I am still alive and well hopefully. I've been away cause i have been damn busy.

ITs a sunday so what the hell, cant i give 5 minutes of my loser time to blog??

So well watched 1 incredibly great movie and 1 incredibly dumb ass movie.

Great Movie. Great!

Fucking Dumb Movie. Dumb!

Slevin was just fucking cool. Imagine a movie with MOrgan Freeman and Bruce Willis. THATS FUCKING SLEVIN man. Its a fucking great movie, kinda did remind me of indian movies thou. Well anyway dont want to say too much..

And for the dumb hearted souls go watch Stay Alive. Im not even going to waste my time talking about it.

Its Gaya's birthday today anyway. A bit shout out to her. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Now on to my life. Im working at a photography company now. ITs like cool. Cool colleagues and bosses. Its nice. Just feel damn busy these days.

And a fucking nut case has just called the cops on me for a fucking small problem and now he just went to a whole new level and he has to pay.

MOFO if u do see this message its for you. Mother fucker u know who u are. Im going to fuck u up.

Whoever u are?

You had better run.

CIaoz. No mooed anymore too pissed to type.

Broken

I got alot to blog about like saturday and all. Photoshoot and all.

But im just hurt. Im missing people and things.

Its a fucked up phase. Talking to Lokman and remembering stuff.

It kinda hurts.

It dosen't matter by now i know. But i take the blame. Im the one.

Fuck it. Seriously fuck this shit.

Fucking people never change seriosuly, its about time people changed. Fucking years already and still the same old retard. I guess it isnt like everyone to grow up. Haizz.

Im just fucking shattered.

BITCH!

Hmmm im angered.

Well i was just reading thru blogs and decided to do a check on XiaXue's Site. Fucking cb ass motafucking bitch ass fucking assholic bitched mofo assed anal mouthed dad cocksucking nipple overturned bitch XiaXue is.

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2006/07/will-never-eat-prata-again.html - about this.

Now she supposedly goes to Thomson prata shop, yes the one with that irritating uncle who smiles at everything, well she goes there to supposedly buy prata.

Now so you want prata, you get prata. BUT like all supposedly famous wanna bes she wants a freshly coocked prata. ohhhhhh. Well its ok i guess. So she tells the uncle and he smiles. Now if you realise Thomson has a lot of Indians at the prata shop before i go on.

Now supposedly the prata's made were served to Indians instead to her. AND THATS PISSING OFF! FUcking cb bitch. Think about it, the reason ur served premade pratas is because when u ask for take away, your going to end up going home to eat it, so giving u a fresh one or premade one isnt going to make a diff bitch. But she emphasised on the part where and Indian racist uncle served pratas to Indian customers twice while she was waiting.

Now wtf, now shes star and cant wait or that she feels akward that maybe she's being discriminated. Motafucking ass. I live in a country dominated by your people and calling us Indian's racist i think is by far tooooooo much. Well yes maybe we do help each other out, but its thanks to people like you that even end up helping each other out.

Now supposedly the uncle kept smiling. Now maybe if you thought about it, HE DIDNT UNDERSTAND A SHIT YOU SAID!!!

Did he say ok wait wait i make u new one, he just fucking smiled. If i dont get shit i smile or stare. One of the above means i dont fucking get you. Stupid pea brain.

Now even then i really do hope the uncle did show you discrimination and served the Indian people first. Now i really really really want to say this FUCK YOU! and seriously i really do hope i meet you on the street. I really really wanna point my fucking fingers to ur sorry assed act cute motafucking face.

Hope she dies.

Now i was reading, this Singaporean complained about the noise on the roads. Hmmmm, noise - road.

Donkey maybe its noisy cause its the fucking road. And he went on to complain about maybe the government should enforce noise regulators. Just like speed traps, noise traps. WTF is this guy thinking. We are like so fucking protected. Dont like something, just complain , whine about it and get it fixed. I seriously doubt the noise posed a life , death situation to him. Maybe if the noise really hurt you so much, why get a flat near the road. Stupid mota fucker. COmplain complain complain.

Seriously instead of wanting changes, why not learn to adapt people. ADAPTING is good sometimes and is necessary.

Pics?!